lilpharaohmoonlight

not much of trying much of writing on more script plays and animated novels but ... i'm thinking of putting my characters into original places of just ... being regular characters  . i mean , yeah , it's kind of rough to finish almost 6 of my half or unwritten stories until whether i graduate college or maybe just get the dream job going without ever getting to become a director or a writer , but  I'M NOT GIVING UP ON THAT !  I'm gonna set aside my stories for a while and maybe i , at least , just keep drawing (IN WHICH I'M NOT GONNA BECOME AN ILLUSTRATOR THOUGH!!) until I figure out a way to set things right until i make it to the "Big Road Ahead Of Me" . I'm not procrastinating , but all i'm saying is that i'm putting my stories at the side of my desk and try to think about college AND my own future as well . Best of luck , to me , and to those who are under the same subject .

ugh , some things can't be drawn nowadays , so i'm not sure i might be active on dA until my dad delivers and orders me a brand new tablet , cuz yeah ! when drawing digitally , i feel relieved of EXACTLY knowing what to draw these days . huh , drawing traditionally is awesome and flows like a dream , but still ! i don't have any ideas new or next afterwards and after uploading my last ones . well , sooner or ;later , i'll try to think of new ideas and smacking up head up nowadays . otherwise , i might not draw anymore ... THAT'S NEVER GONNA HAPPEN THOUGH !!!! 

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG khhjhfjhbhdyhfbvdyfgeirntg I GOT BIG NEWS !!!!




I PASSED THE STUPID FREAKING SAT TEST LIKE OMGGGG !!!!! 





                                                                                                

right now my SAT scores haven't been updated ever since I've finished my exams and school and now I'm having the story of my : I got a mid-year vacation and what am I doing ? nothing but drawing traditionally with my Fabriano sketchbook like there's no tomorrow ! That's cool but .... *sighs* I just feel real anguish without digital art ; my dad's working in America and he's gonna return back with lots of good news annnnnnd , yeah we're talking about trying to look for colleges (between Egypt and there) but the point is , I just wanna ask him for a new tablet but IT'S SO FRIGGIN' HARD AND SCARY TO ASK HIM !!! I just really wanna go back digitally artistic again , just to know how it's like to work with photoshop (and not like the stupid pen's nib that can't function well enough anymore and the sketchbook pro is a dump honestly , I can't afford myself to draw on it again ) !!!
so yeah , I'm still waiting .... and waiting ... and waiting ... *sighs* oh dad , please give us some great news and come back soon please!!

so yeah maybe i havent told you guys this but i will tell you again ; im stopping digital art for while becuz my laptop's pen is broken
BUT i'm not giving up on dreaming AND finding a new tablet (not on my bday but maybe after a few months ) so anyways i'm stopping didgtial for a little while and starting back with traditional art better and a little more often i'll be posting more art as promised for myself so until then

HAPPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME YAYYY